Songs

Tied down
Your indecision is what's dragging me down today.I don't know what is really inside your head.I'm not the only one who feels this way.There is so much of you that I do not know what I should say.I keep on coming around.Continue seeing it through.I don't know why I do the things I do I guess it's for you.It's not quite what I thought it would be here.(Looks like I'm on my own)Chorus:There is no trust.A broken life.I can't take too much more of this.Your hate designs a wasted life.I can't take too much more of thisIs not what I wanted(I want so much more)I don't know why you hate me(I don't know why)I wonder why I let you do this to me today.It happens everyday or so it just seems.I'm falling farther down than I would rather like me to be.The problem is you're standing there to push me.I will keep getting up now.And you'll keep pushing me down.How much of me will you destroy before I finally drown?You're not quite what I thought you would be here.(I hope you're on your own)Bridge:I hate this place. When can I leave?I can't get out. I've stopped breathing.

Hypocrisy
Seeing a new perspective I foundA person once was loved is hated nowI'm sorry to sound so hateful(it's your fault)Too bad you(lost your heart)I wish I would've known the real you before I had gone.Chorus:There's nothing you can do here.I'm sure to see it through.You won't see me fall.You won't see me die.This is the only way to cope with all your hatredinside.Look at you now.Pathetic and cold.It seems as though the tables turnedand now you'll do what you're told.I wonder what should I do?And what will they say?I can envision crowds speaking of you after you're gone.(He was such a good boy)(He did all the right things)If they had only known your middle name was hypocrisy.(At least he lived a good life)(At least he lived his life right)Too bad for you the words they say are nothing really but lies.It all was lies. Your life's a lie.I bet by now you thought you had beaten me.With no regrets I say to you...There's nothing you can do you might as well quit now.

Black days
An unspoken knowledge of prescription happiness.An everyday affair.With shattered dreams of being someone.It lost the whole meaning.Chorus:There's no cause.There's no want.I have no light for your black days.I don't knowwhat you want.I have no answers for your black days.A power larger than the sky.Stronger than both you and I.I'm holding nothing that will help you.I don't know why you sought out me for somethingI can't give you.

Burden of truth
So young yet she's found a good reason toAct as if there isn't an answer toHer actions hurt more than she wants them toI am not a person you can see (through)...this is not what I had wanted at all...Chorus:How can you exist knowing all the pain you've caused the rest?Going through your days like nothing's wrong.Keep an eye out, you will get yours, you will learn thatyour one chance was worth ignoring.I've seen first hand what all your words can do.With deaf ears I'd still hear the lies from you.A blind man could stare at her and see through.With no tongue I still would be laughing too.Is it your personality? Or just a hatred there for me?I'm asking honestly to see why are they idolizing you?...This time I know that you won't see me crawl...Chorus:How can you exist knowing all the pain you've caused the rest?Going through your days like nothing's wrong.Keep an eye out, you will get yours, you will learn thatyour one chance was worth ignoring.Bridge:No matter how hard you try you will never stop me from who I'llBe.Now is not my time to lay down and give in to.It's bad to love my enemies for all the strength they've givenme.This is a perfect ending to (the pointless lies you put meThrough)Chorus

My apology
I know I've done some things to you.I say some things I shouldn't too.Don't know why I act like I do.Maybe I need to get away.Still you continue to help me.Supported what I want to be.You even gave me eyes to see.Maybe you need to get away.Chorusmy apology for what I've done to youI'd take it back if I could.There's no excuse for why I've treated youso horribly it's on me.Is there some way I can repayor reverse hurtful words I say?So much time I let go to waste.Still you would never turn away.Can I turn all this time around?You never thought you'd hear the sound.I think I finally have found.What I had never seen before.My apology for what I've done to youI'd take it back if I could.There's no excuse for why I've treated youso horribly it's on me...It's on me...It's on me...It's on me...My apology for what I've done to youI'd take it back if I could.There's no excuse for why I've treated youso horribly it's on me

Painting the eyes
I am on my ownThere's no one in the roomThey've left me all aloneI don't know what to doI'm keeping track of timeSat thinking like those daysBut I'm just in a hazeI'm blinded by your corruptionYou never thought of meYou hate the things you seeYou'll never last because you thinkyou take away those thingsI know I can live without youWith all I know about youjust wish I never met you or never even knew your nameI don't know why I'm with youyes Still I will try for youWhat was that you sayCould never be that wayToday is your new dayShould I feel happy for youI can't believe my earsIt only took three yearsI'm glad you somehow think its my fault for the complicationsYou never took the timeTo get yourself in lineAnd take the chanceTo know those thingsWith open mindI'm better off without youNow I cannot seem to hear youI don't think I can take you should just walk awayI don't know why I'm with youyes still I will try for youNow I knowYou're so conceivingNow I knowYou'll never bring me downNow you knowYou're so conceivingNow we knowI'm done with you

This Goodbye
Breaking under from the pressure of a life that hasn't comeLosing sleep and wondering what you have left for meHow is this still happening and will it ever leave?The ending to my story isn't written yetI don't know what I will do If it goes on like thisChorus:If there has to be an answer, a judge between the twoI am sorry to say this goodbye to youMaybe in another life I wouldn't have to chooseThen I wouldn't have to say this goodbye to youNothing ever changes here and nothing ever willThere is no more strength and there is nothing left to fillI've exhausted every ounce of faith I have to giveThe ending to my story isn't written yetI know just what I will doIf it goes on like thisDo you remember the words that you said?And all the places that we planned to beThe last time your world seemed so obsolete to me and you

Fatherless
I am so afraid to face the day, it's over now.
Lying to myself in every way, so fragile now.
I wish I could leave without a trace, so far away,
Somewhere that won't remind me of that place,
Where you left me…
I wish you were here now so I could see the truth,
About what kind of person I'm not meant to be,
The fame, the blame, the shame, its all the remains,
I'll never be the same, never gonna be the same again.
Because you changed the world, forgot the way,
Remember as a kid, I had every aspiration to grow up like you,
It's true, who knew, that you'd abandon me,
I'll never be the same, never gonna be the same again.
I am so messed up now it's safe to say, its not over now,
Trying to start again another day, please tell me how.
I wish I could breathe another lie, that I could say,
Convince myself I have a better life, I just can't see.
I wish you were here now so I could see the truth,
About what kind of person I'm not meant to be,
The fame, the blame, the shame, its all the remains,
I'll never be the same, never gonna be the same again.
Because you changed the world, forgot the way,
Remember as a kid, I had every aspiration to grow up like you,
It's true, who knew, that you'd abandon me,
I'll never be the same, never gonna be the same again.
I wish I could breathe another lie, that I could say,
Convince myself I have a better lie, just can't see.
So soon we give up, we've got to keep what we can see,
I wouldn't take all the slack when you abandoned me.
But how could you run away since I was only too young to understand what ever's been left for me.
I wish you were here now so I could see the truth,
About what kind of person I'm not meant to be,
The fame, the blame, the shame, its all the remains,
I'll never be the same, never gonna be the same again.
I wish I could breathe another lie, that I could say,
Convince myself I have a better life, I just can't see.

Bipolar
It's the quiet after the storm,
Not a single thing will stay around me anymore.
Have to settle back to the floor,
And I am still standing.
I'm still standing, on my own…
The glasses only have emptied,
Nearly half their spell on the floor,
Between the cracks where the answer lies waiting,
But who's even asking?
Why take so long?
Why change, just takes a little time,
To change, just takes a little time,
To change, just takes a little time…
I'm still standing, on my own…
Why change, just takes a little time,
To change, just takes a little time,
To change, just takes a little time…
Sometimes it feels like I'm near the end,
It's just one of these changes,
There's still a sweetness to life that retains,
That's why I try to keep laughing.
Why take so long, why take a long time…

Beautiful emotion
When you need emotion there's a special place I have for you,
One that's been constructed from the fibres of you solitude.
When you need emotion,
Beautiful devotion,
Your impair devotion to the things that I would do for you.
You cannot take that feeling away from me,
You, I will turn my back on you.
Blooming in emotion from the silent rain that falls on me,
Drops that feel the ocean of your likeness in my memory,
When you need emotion,
Beautiful emotion,
Innocent emotion that your love decides to shine on me.
You cannot take that feeling away from me,
You, I will turn my back on you.
You always shut the sunshine off my face,
You are the failures in the rain.
If you live to see the ever after you'll know just how much its worth,
Underneath the candy coated surprise you didn't know.
You cannot take that feeling away from me,
You, I will turn my back on you.
You always shut the sunshine off my face,
You are the failures in the rain.

Further gone
Coming into life lived long before, without the warring rise.
From the top we'll take it all for credit, everything is so unfair.
In the dark we'll waste all our confusion, showing love for one who cares,
Satisfied to light the sense of reason in a system that sucks.
Falling apart, one piece at a time, each day, further gone away, what can I say?
Just pray.
I could never live without your love, not in this world.
Love that conquers everything, just love and nothing more.
All alone I'm torn apart now I can see your face,
Recognisers in control by letting go of the faith.
Captivated by every little secret, and every body is fading fast.
To the smallest of words that are misleading, a sullen quest that's so unchained.
Contradiction awaits the stars before you, the only ones that cannot change.
Contemplate the soul for more treasures in an effort to change.
Wrapped in chains, one piece at a time, each day, further gone away, what can I say?
Just pray.
I could never live without your love, not in this world.
Love that conquers everything, just love and nothing more.
In a system that's falling apart one small piece at a time,
Getting listened to and finding out just why I can't reach up that high.
I lean up to find all of the things that I cannot understand.
I could never live without your love, not in this world.
Love that conquers everything, just love and nothing more.
All alone I'm torn apart now I can see your face,
Recognisers in control by letting go of the faith.

No stone unturned
Like a little boy who has lost his way.
You're so gone just to recognize familiar advice to cut ahead,
Too bad to see that you had screamed and torn me all apart.
You, You could walk with me, like you did before.
Weeks before I stop to look around, just to see what's left of me,
Just to find that I was too scared to be me anymore.
All of the words that were spoken, and all the things left unsaid,
I still believe in the magic that you did.
As time goes, just to feel the lines in your saddened face.
You always go deeper every time, and even though you're a part of me,
You just can't see enough tears to walk away; you'll be the end of me.
You, you could hold my hand, like you did before.
Weeks before I stop to look around, just to see what's left of me,
Just a point that I was too scared to think myself, or love you anymore.
All of the words that were spoken, and all the things left unsaid,
I still believe in the magic that you did.
Now that the walls have been broken, and not a stone left unturned,
I could see that you meant what you said.
I still believe you meant what you said,
I still believe you meant what you said to me.
I still believe you meant what you said,
I still believe you mean what you said to me.
I still believe, I still believe.
All of the words that were spoken, and all the things left unsaid,
I still believe in the magic that you did.
Now that the walls have been broken, and not a stone left unturned,
I could see that you meant what you said.
I still believe you meant what you said,
I still believe you meant what you said to me.
I still believe you meant what you said,
I still believe you mean what you said to me.
I still believe, I still believe.

One last wish.
Did you ever think that you could reach over, above from inside?
Do you touch yourself from everything and pass over in one worthy lie?
It's no problem. Never show the obvious!
It's no problem. Never show the obvious!
It's no problem. Never stick up for the obvious!
It's no problem. Never show the obvious!
Do you pretend to have it all figured out, now just live for the moment?
Consider all that's left behind, that is one moment of time
If I could have just one last wish before I die, I'd give up all I have just to make everything that is wrong go right.
It's no problem. You never say the obvious
It's no problem. You never say the obvious
It's no problem. You never stick up for the obvious
It's no problem. You never say the obvious
You never say the obvious,
You never say the obvious.
You never stick up for the obvious,
You never show the obvious.
If I could have just one last wish before I die, I'd give up all I have just to make everything that is wrong go right.
If I could have just one last wish before I die, I'd give up all I have just to make everything that is wrong go right.

Shades of grey.
Can't find a reason to let go,
Move on onto the great unknown.
Wheres the balance between what is right,
I wanna know what is so wrong.
Just the guns of the truth, only time will tell, all the stories are falling to the side.
Why does everybody talk about these uneven resolves?Why doesn't he remember when his life was out of season?
Why do we have to cry for all the pain and suffering?
Why, I keep wondering why these shades of grey
Question a reason for so long,
Untold anarchy for the soul,
Black in mind is a concept, which will find you,
It all comes at a price and only time will tell when we agree the gift of life as well.
Why does everybody talk about these uneven resolves?Why doesn't he remember when his life was out of season?
Why do we have to cry for all the pain and suffering?
Why, I keep wondering why these shades of grey
Why does everybody talk about these uneven resolves?Why doesn't he remember when his life was out of season?
Why do we have to cry for all the pain and suffering?
Why, why?
Why, why, I can't find the way.
Why, just can't find the way,
Why, nobody told me the way,
It's coming over me.
Why, why, I can't find the way.
Why, just can't find the way,
Why, nobody told me the way,
It's coming over me.
It's coming over me.

Shine
Take a second just to shine, shine, shine
Take a second just to shine, shine, shine
Take a second just to shine, shine, shine
Take a second just to shine, shine, shine
Your words like feathers, thrown into the breeze,
Never to receive, the effect it has on me.
The things you say like bullets, meddlings at me,
Overtaking me, persuading me.
Take a shot and it goes right between my eyes, right between my eyes,
Shine, persuading me.
Take a shot and it goes right between my eyes, right between my eyes, shine.
Take a second just to shine, shine, shine
Take a second just to shine, shine, shine
Take a second just to shine, shine, shine
Take a second just to shine, shine, shine
Now you stand just above me, you push on that you boy,
What a different shade than the one before.
Now it all flows together, because you paid it line by line,
Struck a grain of time, take a second just to shine.
Take a shot and it goes right between my eyes, right between my eyes,
Shine, just to shine.
Take a shot and it goes right between my eyes, right between my eyes, shine.
Take a shot and it goes right between my eyes, right between my eyes,
Shine
Take a shot and it goes right between my eyes, right between my eyes, shine.
Take a second just to shine, shine, shine
Take a second just to shine, shine, shine
Take a second just to shine, shine, shine
Take a second just to shine, shine, shine
Shine, shine, shine, shine
Take a shot and it goes right between my eyes, right between my eyes,
Shine, just to shine.
Take a shot and it goes right between my eyes, right between my eyes, shine.
Just to shine.
Take a shot and it goes right between my eyes, right between my eyes,
Shine, just to shine.
Take a shot and it goes right between my eyes, right between my eyes, shine.
Just to shine.

Without words
Here I am again, just staring at the page,
Trying to write the things I think I wanna say, now.
There's not a single stroke or word that comes to mind,
I cannot tell you the way I feel inside.
And maybe if I will find another way,
Or maybe I'll say too much and make you go away, no
Why can't you just look up and see it in my face,
See the things that I want you to see…
Here I am again just staring at your face,
Trying to say the things I know I wanna say, now.]
There's not a single word or thought that comes to mind,
I wish I could tell you the way I feel inside.
And maybe if I will find another way,
Or maybe I'll say too much and make you go away, no
Why can't you just look up and see it in my face,
See the things that I want you to see…
Why can't you just look at my face,
Why can't you just look at me face,
Why can't you just look at my, face!
And maybe if I will find another way,
Or maybe I'll say too much and make you go away, no
Why can't you just look up and see it in my face,
See the things that I want you to see…